I Don't Know What To Write About

I have not been blogging. I have not felt inspired enough. Any fleeting thought of humor I have had has been just that. Fleeting. In and out. Even as I sit here trying to think of something witty, inspirational, overwhelming talented, I find that I'm at a dead end, brick wall and total dark spaces. I've been aggravated by the smallest of smalls. I'm like a dog trying to catch its tail. The wheels on the bus go round and round. [Now I've just given myself brain worm with that song and again....aggravated.]

Question: Have you ever been forced to have a conversation with someone and you think.....what do you do with your life? Do you even enjoy life? Because having to speak with you is making me NOT enjoy mine. Thank you for stealing my life force like a witch from Hocus Pocus. I hope dawn approaches on you and you turn to dust.

Geoff has come up with a new recipe that I demand he now make once a week for me. Because it was not an established recipe we have deemed it Geoff Surprise. So long chili burgers with dried up stuff in the middle and hello to home cooked goodness. You're wife loves you and is pleased with your cooking progress.

I often catch myself thinking of cupcakes. All kinds but most recently red velvet cupcakes. Decorated so vividly that you wouldn't want to eat them due to their sheer beauty. Then I considered decorating my entire Christmas Tree with cupcakes. Who knows I may be able to arrange something. The Dude may have issues with that however. Then I considered The Dude having to process pine needles and thought maybe it wasn't such a good idea.

I'm getting on a plane in December and I'm already terrified. You can read about that post here. I am excited for this trip because A) we get to see Matt B) We will be in Florida and not sub zero temperatures for the New Year C) It has been a long time since Geoff and I "got away" and we need it.

Thanksgiving is right around the corner and this year Geoff and I get to spend it all by ourselves. This will be the first Holiday that we will be sharing alone. I'm looking forward to cooking an amazing Thanksgiving Feast for the two of us [+ Oskar ] Snuggling down on the couch watching a Christmas Movie and being with him. I have never had my own personal Holiday and I'm so looking forward to it.

I've been FB stalking my sisters entries because she has posted the most amazing craft stuff. Which is making things challenging because I start to go into a craft spiral and I'm only adding on to an already endless list of stuff.

I let the "cat out of the bag" about things that Geoff and I have been discussing for sometime to a very important person to me. I now don't know how I feel about that. I hate that my honesty factor always kicks in. I call that the trait of a good guilty catholic. I feel as if I'm at the cross roads and I hate that feeling. I usually always know where I'm trying to get to and currently things are blurry.

Bota Box's are the best invention ever. I'm disappointed that I did not come up with this idea myself